no I totally get it. I have a few fandoms where I'll only read one pairing Lex/Clark, Duncan/Methos ect.. was that way with McShep too...McMitchell was kinda an accident really. I wanted someone to make John jealous and suddnely it was about Rodney and Cameron not him and John. We have only been writing them for a few months so I freely admit we are still trying to find our 'groove' for lack of a better term but we are getting closer all the time.